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date: Tuesday, March 23, 2010
title: Have you change?
time: 5:51 PM
QN: Have you change????I felt that my life is too boring and plain (not that i need DRAMA in my life... i had that alot for the past few years... Its just that i still YOUNG and i wanna try different things before i got regret.. but the things is.. the external factors wont allow me to do that... ok, maybe partly is my fault too.. cos in my mind i wanna try new things, but on the other side, i am afraid of trying new stuffs... I am SCARED of failing.. I notice that people around me had changed alot.. not only their dressing, their looks, but their atttitude and the things that i never thought they would do it , they are all doing it now. It seems like i am the only one who remain on the same position as before. It seems that i cant relate to them anymore.. they are not the ones that i use to know... I miss the days when we are together....time is going too fast and all of sudden its seems like we are so foreign and far away from each other... But i guess its not your fault cos everybody changing and i'm still the same.. i guess its my fault and i think i should change too........... BUT what should i change? I feel so aimless, i am 21 yrs old now, but still now i dont have a target that i am aiming for.. i am just letting my time do the planning, i am just following the path that the society think its a MUST to go through it. I am jealous of some of my friends who already have some aim in their mind to achieve and that they have the courage to do it, even though they may failed.... I guess i had failed so much in the past that i am so afraid to try new things and set for higher aim... I try and i try and i try.... I NEED COURAGE!!!!! Labels: emo rants |