date: Tuesday, March 23, 2010
title: Have you change?
QN: Have you change????
I felt that my life is too boring and plain (not that i need DRAMA in my life... i had that alot for the past few years... Its just that i still YOUNG and i wanna try different things before i got regret.. but the things is.. the external factors wont allow me to do that... ok, maybe partly is my fault too.. cos in my mind i wanna try new things, but on the other side, i am afraid of trying new stuffs... I am SCARED of failing..
I notice that people around me had changed alot.. not only their dressing, their looks, but their atttitude and the things that i never thought they would do it , they are all doing it now. It seems like i am the only one who remain on the same position as before. It seems that i cant relate to them anymore.. they are not the ones that i use to know...
I miss the days when we are together....time is going too fast and all of sudden its seems like we are so foreign and far away from each other... But i guess its not your fault cos everybody changing and i'm still the same.. i guess its my fault and i think i should change too...........
BUT what should i change? I feel so aimless, i am 21 yrs old now, but still now i dont have a target that i am aiming for.. i am just letting my time do the planning, i am just following the path that the society think its a MUST to go through it. I am jealous of some of my friends who already have some aim in their mind to achieve and that they have the courage to do it, even though they may failed....
I guess i had failed so much in the past that i am so afraid to try new things and set for higher aim...
I try and i try and i try.... I NEED COURAGE!!!!!Labels: emo rants
date: Monday, March 15, 2010
title: Revison, Workout here we GO!
Hello!! hows everyone doing??? Sorry for lack of updates. My life is so boring rite now and i need COLORS to my life!!!!
Having Prelims now..tml last paper (MSM) and then next week?? UOL REVISION starts 'Yippe!' no?
I actually hope it happen quickly and faster so i can just finish my EXAM at one go but i still not FULLY 100% prepare for my exams yet.. i think i like only 50% like tt loh.. but I WAN MY HOLIDAY LAR!!! Argh.......
Had not meet my friends for sooooooo long.. everybody is practically busy with everything........
anyway, there something i wanna share here...
I had been complaining about how untone my stomach is.. (haha) and i had been doing so research on how to keep it tone up and at the same time i can do the exercise indoor and something that is easy to do.. (easy as in the instruction is clear and i know what i am doing and for which part of the body)
and i found this ... 4 weeks to better body
YUP.. 4 weeks.. which mean u have to do it every weekday (mon to fri) and do it for 4 weeks..
I'm currently on my 2nd week.. so i hoping it would works.. HAHAH Go try it if u want....
well, i guess i just end here la.. need to continue on my MSM revision...Labels: healthy living, update, workout
date: Wednesday, March 03, 2010
title: Hallo Hallo Sexy Shadow
Hey hows everyone doing?? Cant believe Feb just zoom past and now its March alreeeadyy.... Being really busy with Feb ( i know, i know, i always say i very busy de.. but FEB IS REALLY A BUSY MTH FOR ME LA) There CNY stuffs.. lots of shopping n buying , house cleaning, trying to clear all my make up lesson and classworks and to start prepare for prelims
And now March had come... and i gonna say i going to get stress up this month too... Prelims just started (yesterday) and 2 more papers on the way, after that is crucial UK revision for the month of March and April... argh... i don dare to think of it liao...
so just to let you guys know i wont be blogging much... cos i having a mundane life (but hey, i kinda enjoy it.. cos i rather have mundane life than a life with lots of drama.. i am not an actor in the drama series loh..)
I miss my friends (meet up soon!!!) and i miss rainy days..
Wassup with the weather man... !!!!!!!!! (I know.. its our fault that the mother nature n the weather is so unusual....)
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Currently i am addicted to Kara n T-ara (not a big fan of them in the past.. but now their songs are HOT !!!!!!
Kara - Lupin
T-ara - i go crazy because of you
(i think guys will like T-ara more loh.. cos of their sexy outfit.. hahaah)Labels: korean, update, video
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