date: Thursday, February 28, 2008
title: dear YOU
I sending my love away......
Dear YOU,
I decided that its time for me to forget about you... and i know its very hard to forget someone.. (I spend one entire year to forget my ex)
And i am now trying my best to forget about you but the memories we had will always in my mind. I dunno if i really fall in love with you or is it just a crush. but i have been thinking alot of you lately.. We promise each other to contact each other and meet up often, but we did not....
Everytime i see you online on msn i just have the urge to tok to you.... but... i just din know wad to say... i would sometimes take out my handphone key in your name and wanted to send sms-es to you, but i just didn't know wad to type. I wanted to ask you out sometimes and even give hint to you when we last met that we must meet up, but i just didn't dare to open my mouth and ask u out. On the other hand, if we were to meet up, what will we guys do??? its so weird isnt it??? And u told me before that having a gal n guy meeting up alone is so funny.
Its always me that have been contacting you, and u make me feel like i am such a despo. We might seem very close in front of our friends, but i know deep down inside we are just a normal frene and in fact we are, cos we only know each other few months ago.
How i wish we do not meet before and know each other.. NO, how i wish u have a girlfriend so i can tell myself to totally forget about you...
But to think of it, i having a great time with u even since i know u and become friends. all those small little things u did to me just make me feel so happy and contented...
those stuffs we did, those crap that we talk, those high-ness we have together, those debate on soccer team we have, those teasing you have on me, those pat on my head u did to me when i feeling low (which make me feel that i have been taken good care of)...
and i really want to thank you for that, for sharing with me....
I hope we do really stay contact and someday you will have the initiative to contact me.. :)
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Ahhhhh... i am so alone right now.. Nadz have gone to Tioman. Bee Khim, Jie Yi, Joanna, Victor, James, Ming Huai, Shao Hong, Wei Jie and Yi Heng have gone to Redang. Juan and her family had gone to New Zealand. Lingz and her other frenes have gone to backpac holidays. Lisa is busy-ing with her project......
Hiaz.. This is going crazy.... I NEED SOMEONE TO ACCOMPANY ME!!!!!!!
*searching of jobs*Labels: dear you
date: Monday, February 25, 2008
title: full blogging
I realise that i have not been blogging like full post or having serious blogging for the past few entries... Sorry, was kinda emo and a few things happen that i somehow cant take it. Well, almost most of it had been solve.. so now i can somehow enjoy my life now and trouble free!!
Went to watch Jumper with my 'gang minus Lisa' (trying to make her guilty.... lol J/K) .. hahaha
The movie was OK only.... stroyline was like so-so.. except that the lead guy is kinda cute.. (eye candy) hahahahahahahaahahah...
went for dinner, go walk along orchard road all the way to city hall... hahaha its actually not tiring when you walking with your friends while talking... and you don feel that the road you walk is sooooo long... Orchard to City Hall sia...
LOL...
The cool breeze at night is just so SHIOK! hahahah....
We slack at the Anderson Bridge(think so) there chatting and crapping and just having fun.. cos we all now are just soooo free... END EXAMS LIAO! hahahahaah....
Went home ard 1am... tired, sleep... LOL....
. . . . . . . . . . . . . some other days, i was telling my mum that i wanna dye my hair to red
and mum was saying that i must be crazy.... Yeah, i must be crazy..... i just hoping that changing color and hairstyle of your hair will totally change u into a different people, and leaving all thoes troubled past behind ma... but in the end my mum din allow me to dye. AHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... nt becos of the daring red color, is just that she want my hair color to stay natural and 'orginal'
SIGH!.....
Wad will i be like if i really go dye to red color??? HMmmmmmmmmmm... I wonder... hahahaahahahaah . . . . . . . . . . . .
was surfing the net, and i saw something really really nice...
Versace Fall 2008
(love this the most!!!)
SHOES!!!!!!!!!! Arent this gorgeous??????????? The colors, the high killer heels... how i wish i have one of it though it sure know that its gonna hurt when wear.... but .... who cares?? as long as it look pretty on your feet!!!!! Hahahahahahaahah...
Yeah, i one.... we women.......
And also the latest trend for the fall 2008 collection???
BULKY NECKLACE...
Vera Wang magenta jeweled bib, $975 at Bergdorf Goodman
Taher Chemirik gold choker with gold, silver, and coral spheres, $9,395, and silver choker with gold half-balls, $11,745, both to order at Jeffrey New York.
Tresor necklace $10,570 in march at Louis Vuitton
Getting thoes for thousands plus???? That is really CRAZY.... *if i am a rich tai tai..... hmmmm that would be possible.....* LOL.....
gtg byebye
:)Labels: full blogging
date: Sunday, February 24, 2008
title: lets end it
------------------------------------------------------------- 够了, 我再也不要迷恋你了。。 太辛苦了。就这样结束吧!
Thats what i feel today....
LOST !!!
any kind soul to wake me up?Labels: lost
date: Saturday, February 23, 2008
title: year 3 sem 2 class pics
Ahhhh.... i still feeling weird that i am now school-less... LOL... What shall i spend my long holidays????
I WANNA GO WORK!!!! any jobs out there for me to take up????? I need money... there are sooo many things i wanna buy... AHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
LOL...
I am bored... blog hopping around to see randoms blog... lol...
shall end with the class pic (year 3 sem 2)
top row left: Ming Huai, James, Shao Hong, Jun Yuan, Fuloong second row left: Yi Heng, Jasmine and ME! front row left: Wei Jie, Victor (the one holding the exam paper trying to tear it), Joanna, Bee Khim and Jie Yi
The Guys from my class :
Top left: Yi Heng, Shao Hong, Jun Yuan, Fuloong and Victor First row left: Wei Jie, Ming Huai, James
:)
i really miss my year 1, 2 and 3 class.... ahhhh... really hope we still contact... :)Labels: class pics
date: Friday, February 22, 2008
title: exams over!
Woot... I finally end my last paper today.. HAHAHAHA...
SO HAPPY la can....
Now i am so call grad le.. cos no more poly life for me... lalalala..
Now the main thing is to relax and start to find JOB!!! i wanna save money to buy my fav things... Hahahaha..
SHOPPING!!!!!!!!! lol...
Going shopping with mummy tml.. weets... lalalalala....
anyway, was browsing thur the net, i found this....
OMG la, so cool can... Its from PRADA FALL 2008 (by the way, prada is one of my fav brand... :))
and oh this lovely shoe from Givenchy Spring 2008 :)
PRETTY!!!
*trying to enjoy my life now... :)Labels: exam over
date: Thursday, February 21, 2008
title: i so cant beileve
OH GAWD...
I really cant believe this... Its 2am already and i am still revising / chionging for today's paper at 2pm... Ah.... this is crazy... i never felt so stress before...
Last paper and its the toughest of all.....
I REALLY NEED TO PASS PELN TO GRADUATE!!!!
Good luck to me ba... :)Labels: last paper
date: Monday, February 18, 2008
title: should i?
I WANNA BUY A NEW PHONE!!!!!
and mummy had allowed me to change my current phone... hahahahah but i dunno wad to change to....
should i change to
N76
OR
5610
hmmmmmmmmm................
LOLLabels: phones
date: Sunday, February 17, 2008
title: sweet
I was sooo happy yesterday night that i woke up this morning with a happy smile on my face and having sucha good mood. :)
What happen yesterday night?? Hahaha..
Michael actually gave me a surprise when he knock on my house front door. I was soooo shock la, it was like 11pm le lor.. and he bought me my fav flower (sunflower!!!, damn big la OK) and Royce chocolates! Woot... sweet rite?? Hahaha.
Yea, i know V day is like on the day before, but we are not really a couple ma... is just that the little things he did is soooo sweet la.
Den we went for some supper and he send me back home at ard 1am... Hahahaha...
By the way, the Royce chocolate is damn nice la... Hahahahaha.. *indulging in to it..... *
K, back to study... Luckly afternoon movie meet up is cancel, cos i dun think i have enough time to study liao.. LOL
MUGGING!Labels: sweet
date: Saturday, February 16, 2008
title: 3 more to go
Blow me away along with the wind.....
Finally my exams start.... today is the first paper PEEM. Was OK with it, not that hard nor easy... but i lost 10marks for that paper la.. Like OMG can????
Screw the theory..... i lost 10marks because of the theory on Vesting Contracts... Argh...... *slaps* and it cost 10marks lor... i din even know wad to rite and wanted to leave blank... but somehow feel weird like i din complete my paper like that. so i left it with a single line ans for that 10marks question.. Hahaha.. an i cant even remember wad i wrote... its just some ramdon stuffs that i thought about it.. LOL...
Well with that i have 3 papers left...
wanted to stay back today and study with Jun Yuan they all... but end up that we are so drained from the paper... many people left... and i also no mood to study... so we tok n crap till 5pm... imagine from 1pm to 5pm in lib room, what we do is to surf net and crap.. HAHAHA..
hiaz.. omg la... i still left 2 module haven complete... hiaz... i dunno how to survive my weekend.. MUGGING!!!
but.... in the lighter note.. i recieve an email from Miss khartini (My IS lect), she email us about our assignment 3 reflection marks.. and i gt A!! Wooottttt............ Hahah. with that i think i got A for my WISP liao. Cos my presentation 1 and 2 gt A too, so i guess she have no reason why not giving me a A rite?? Heehee....
wanted to watch this with my frene tml, but too bad he cannot make it tml, hiaz.. any kind soul can accompany me watch this movie??
P.S I LOVE U
heard its a romantic movie sia... i really wanna watch. :)Labels: 3 more to go
date: Friday, February 15, 2008
title: Happy V day
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!!!!
sadly, i still have to spend it alone this year...
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz
PEEM EXAM tml.. Wish me luck!
:)Labels: V day
date: Wednesday, February 13, 2008
title: first step
I hope to hold hands with you and walk through thick and thin...
Sorry buggers, lack of update... been very busy these dayscos of EXAMs... Its driving me crazy... but of cos, my mood has been very good these days.. (some of u may noe why)...
Xuian Ming, Jw, Beng, James and Kenny so good la... they actually end their Yr 3 liao... Me lei? still gt one more weeks.. BOO!!!!!
* i have already taken the fist step and the rest is up to him.... hope that we can meet up soon* :)
Serious, i really enjoy today n yesterday... HAHAHA
Will be back blogging...Labels: first step
date: Monday, February 11, 2008
title: dead
DEAD!
:XLabels: dead
date: Saturday, February 09, 2008
title: Blogthings
The Keys to Your Heart | You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.
Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
You Are Fairly Normal | You scored 60% normal on this quiz
Like most people you are normal in some ways... But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too!
Why You Are Normal:
You prefer a good meal to a good nap
If given the choice, you would choose to have more money over more time
You think glasses can make someone more attractive
You'd rather have rats than cockroaches in your home
You prefer ruffled potato chips
Why You Aren't Normal:
You rather screw someone over than be screwed over
You would rather be a movie star than an astronaut
You prefer the moon to the sun
You know a little about many subjects
You would rather be tan than pale |
You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish | Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible. |
You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince) | You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments. You know how to steal the spotlight... And how to act out to get your way.
People around you know that you're good for a laugh. But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone. Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention. |
You're Confident...Sometimes | You can seem confident when the occasion calls for it But inside you may be experiencing a bit of self doubt A little more inner confidence could take you far... And convince others that you're as confident as you try to seem |
Labels: blogthings
date: Friday, February 08, 2008
title: happy ending
Hold on to 'IT' every minutes every seconds...
HAPPY ENDING by Mika
This is the way you left me. I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No happy ending. This is the way that we love, Like its forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
Wake up in the morning, Stumble on my life. Can't get no love without sacrifice. If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well. Mm A little bit of heaven, With a little bit of hell.
This is the hardest story that I've ever told. (ooooo) No hope, no love, no glory. A happy ending gone forever more. I feel as if I'm wasted, And I'm wasted everyday.
This is the way you left me. I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No happy ending. This is the way that we love, Like its forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
Two o'clock in the morning, Something's on my mind. Can't get no rest, Keep walking around. If I pretend that nothing ever went wrong I can get to my sleep I can think that we just carried on.
This is the hardest story that I've ever told. (ooooo) No hope, no love, no glory. A happy ending gone forever more. I fell as if I'm wasted, And I'm wasted everyday.
This is the way you left me, (Oh I fell as if I'm wasted) I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No happy ending. This is the way that we love, (And I'm wasted everyday) Like its forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
Little bit of love Little bit of love x 25
Little bit of love (I fell as if I'm wasted) Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love (And I'm wasted everyday) Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love
This is the way you left me. (Little bit of love .. continues repeating) I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No happy ending. This is the way that we love, Like its forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
This is the way you left me. (Little bit of love .. continues repeating) I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No happy ending. This is the way that we love, Like its forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
This is the way you left me. I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No happy ending
HAPPY ENDING FOR ME????
------ Today is just like a normal CNY... like usual, went visiting in the morning and return home late afternoon.... nothing much special...
I decide to delicate my rest of the CNY holis to study for exams... which is a good thing, cos CNY means nothing much to me... its just like a normal day.
I hope that this study and exam period will keep me busy and help me stay away from thinking all those 'stuffs' (u know????) I hope that i can stop thinking about it and concentrate on my exams.. and after exams i will settle the 'stuffs' and i can do whatever i want even if i have to get myself going crazy i also dun care!!!! *serious matter*Labels: happy ending
date: Thursday, February 07, 2008
title: i admit
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!! 新年快乐!! 恭喜恭喜!!!
----- Now i noe the reason why i like you, cos all the small little things you do on me makes me smile. Makes me feel much more happier and feel existence. Thanks for everything......
PS: I felt so 'unfaithful' cos i still have abit feelings for someone i used to like, and i am liking someone right now... OMG.. pls help me!!! CRAZY LIAO!
*everything you do to me is MAGIC* :)Labels: white noise
date: Wednesday, February 06, 2008
title: thank god
Woot..
I guess it was God who gives me another chance for me to meet you again at the bus stop... I am really thankful for that... I hope it is only the starting of our fate and not the ending.
Offically last lesson tml, hope we really will meet again... may it be the start n not the end :) will miss you, do u???Labels: thank god
date:
title: Bee Khim birthday celebration
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEE KHIM!!!!!!!!
(thou i noe its yesterday... hahahahaha)
Had celebration at fish n co. The one beside the furniture mall..... Hahaha.. Damn cool la, that place.. so many ppl celebrate birthday that day too... LOL.
Meet Bee Khim and Jie Yi first at bugis to SHOP! Hahahaha.... We walk from Bugis, took train to Orchard walk to Far East den walk to Orchard then to Centerpoint and den lastly to Fish & Co. LOL....
So fun la, walk here and walk there......
Actually i was abit lazy to say how we celebrate... i shall let the picture do the talking..... In short, i guess we all enjoy ourselves.
(oh ya, we sun bian celebrate JW birthday... see JW we din forget u lei....)
3 of us :) (birthday girl in the middle LOL)
Group Pic!
I look fugly here... :(
Birthday girl and belated birthday boy.. Haha. look they so happy
Cake cutting!
BIG CAKE!
Felix
Jie Yi
Jun Yuan
Alex
Jie Wei n Bee Khim
Xuian ming (u think i din gt u meh on cam meh ?LOL)
ME! Haha, i always look fugly on pic... hiaz
Darius
FuLoong
Ah Beng
Isaac
Darius's gf Amber :)
I left around 10plus, cos i meeting my other group of frenes for supper... HAHAHA... second round sia....
Meet Michael at AMK and drives me to some part of singapore for supper.... we eat , talk and drink till 3am... Michael drives me home and i slp at 4am plus...
AHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh damn tired la.... LOL
right now in school, doing some undone homework n do enrolment for UNI. LOL troublesome sia...... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
K la, i gonna end le....
shall end this post with me bk at open house...
BYE!Labels: Bee Khim birthday celebration
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