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Hello. My name is Charlotte. XuPing.
Give me presents! On 11 of Nov :D
Ngee Ann Poly grad - Electrical Engineering (2008)
SIM - University Of London
rough_gal88@hotmail.com

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    date: Thursday, December 10, 2009
    title: failure
    time: 1:47 PM

    I really feel like i am such a terrible friend for my friends.
    I was never there for them when they need me,
    I am bad at consoling my friends when they need me or having a bad day.

    I dont really know what my friends like (what they like to eat, what they want for presents etc)
    I am so bad at socializing with people around me,
    I dun know why but i feel so awkward when chatting with my friends who i haven met for like months n years. (I dont know how to start a conversation, starting conversation for me is hard)
    I was never like other friends who you can hang out with till mid night (u know house rules)or someone who is adventurous enough to do some 'exciting' stuffs

    I found that i was getting more n more boring
    and maybe thats why some of my friends are drifting away from me...

    I was never popular among my friends, from Pri till now i am those that we hang around during school days and after grad we don seem to contact anymore ( since Pri still now)
    Friends dont share secrets with me cause they feel that i am not much committed as other friends....


    For any of you who feel that i am a terrible friend, or someone who disappoint you... please let me know so i could change and we could start over again and know each other more....

    I really like to be you friend.. would you????
    (i am not desperate or what, i just need some reflection and thinking...)

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