date: Tuesday, October 07, 2008
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY owenxuping.blogspot.com FOR TURNING 3 TODAY!! =)) Wau, sooooooooo fast and its 3 years since i was brought to the blogging world, started out of bored-ness and din know that i cam last blogging for soooo long....
MORE YEARS to come ya! (readers, do come n support)
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Well.............
Wanted to post some stuffs today, but I would like to share with u guys something first. (Though I doubt some will be interested)
You know, I am usually damn freaking lazy to just tidy up my room and my mum will be nagging non-stop on how untidy and messy my room was.. blab la bla that if I dun have the habit of tidying up my own stuffs, next time when I get married or what, my future husband may nt like it. (hah! Say still sooo long, dun even know can find a perfect man n get married!) Anway, this is nt the main topic.
And so like last week, when I was stress on figuring what to revise for my school stuffs first and trying to stop thinking of the piles of piles of study notes, I decide to go tidy up my room, as ppl say, with a nice environment it will have u more interested in studying and also to stay away me from thinking school stuffs! And it is a miracle that I will go tidy my without my mum forcing me and its nt even a cleaning up season (yes, in my house there is a period so called- cleaning seasons).
But theres something in my head keep telling me that TODAY (that particular day) is a good day of tidying up my room cause I have a feeling that I might FOUND something that I had lost or nt seem it for years….. (it just that kinda feeling, u know…..?)
I know its weird but, yea, in the end I dig out my old boxes, drawers and cupboard… and its interesting that I actually found something that it had been keep for a long time and not having to remember I had that ‘stuffs’ with me….
And so what I least expected is, that my gut feel for tidying up my room have found out some old stuffs that I haven seen for years or even forgotten are actually ‘his’ stuffs……
GRrrrrrrrrrr…
I suddenly have a mixed feeling…. And it was weird that I even have ‘his’ textbooks at my house where I dun even remember why I had it in my house in the first place…. And that is soooooo long ago, like what? Since sec 2????
I even dig out some of the presents that ‘he’ gave me. One on Christmas the other on birthday… I throw away his textbooks, cos I know ‘he’ wont need it anymore(its sooo long ago man!!!!), and most importantly I think ‘he’ dun even care that ‘his’ textbook is lying in my house for years and I guess ‘he’ wont even remember that ‘he’ left it in my house and thought that ‘his’ textbook just went MISSING.
Now I left with his gifts, wondering whether to keep it or just throw it away even thou its just two small little stuffs that wont occupy my drawer much space……
Sometimes you thought that you forget all the past or maybe MANAGE to TRY to forget the past… but in the end????????? It didn’t, because some years or times down the road your brain will manage and force u to remember all those things. Just like THAT day where i thot I had forgotten about it, it will reappear and let you know that memories cant be erase whether its good or bad.
Well, the two gifts are still in my drawer pending on whether to keep or not…. Or let just say…. Pending on me whether to let go whats left in the memories or not…..
*so tell me, should I keep or throw??*
PS: I still find it damn weird that I have the feeling to make me tidy up my room, where I found something that is left in there for years….
HMmmmmmmmmmmmm… Is there something related to it????Labels: birthday..., rants
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