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date: Thursday, February 28, 2008
title: dear YOU
 I sending my love away......
Dear YOU,
I decided that its time for me to forget about you... and i know its very hard to forget someone.. (I spend one entire year to forget my ex)
And i am now trying my best to forget about you but the memories we had will always in my mind. I dunno if i really fall in love with you or is it just a crush. but i have been thinking alot of you lately.. We promise each other to contact each other and meet up often, but we did not....
Everytime i see you online on msn i just have the urge to tok to you.... but... i just din know wad to say... i would sometimes take out my handphone key in your name and wanted to send sms-es to you, but i just didn't know wad to type. I wanted to ask you out sometimes and even give hint to you when we last met that we must meet up, but i just didn't dare to open my mouth and ask u out. On the other hand, if we were to meet up, what will we guys do??? its so weird isnt it??? And u told me before that having a gal n guy meeting up alone is so funny.
Its always me that have been contacting you, and u make me feel like i am such a despo. We might seem very close in front of our friends, but i know deep down inside we are just a normal frene and in fact we are, cos we only know each other few months ago.
How i wish we do not meet before and know each other.. NO, how i wish u have a girlfriend so i can tell myself to totally forget about you...
But to think of it, i having a great time with u even since i know u and become friends. all those small little things u did to me just make me feel so happy and contented...
those stuffs we did, those crap that we talk, those high-ness we have together, those debate on soccer team we have, those teasing you have on me, those pat on my head u did to me when i feeling low (which make me feel that i have been taken good care of)...
and i really want to thank you for that, for sharing with me....
I hope we do really stay contact and someday you will have the initiative to contact me.. :)
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Ahhhhh... i am so alone right now.. Nadz have gone to Tioman. Bee Khim, Jie Yi, Joanna, Victor, James, Ming Huai, Shao Hong, Wei Jie and Yi Heng have gone to Redang. Juan and her family had gone to New Zealand. Lingz and her other frenes have gone to backpac holidays. Lisa is busy-ing with her project......
Hiaz.. This is going crazy.... I NEED SOMEONE TO ACCOMPANY ME!!!!!!!
*searching of jobs*Labels: dear you
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