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date: Wednesday, September 12, 2007

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time: 3:30 AM

“After Grad”

First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICHALOS!!!!!
HAPPY 19.
*Hope you settling well in China now :)*

I will not be posting any post from today onwards to this Friday, so today posts will be much longer, so pls bear with it.
As I will be chucking all the post in one post.

Yesterday, I had a late night talk with my mum.
We were toking about what am I going to do when I grad, as you noe I only left one more sem.
Seriously, I REALLY DON’T KNOW!

Should I go to work after I grad?
Or shld I continue studying after grad?
If continue studying, wad course am I going to take?
Shld I continue with EE to go for EEE or taking a new course?
But if I taking a new course it would be harder, as you noe changing course is always very hard esp with my just average results.
But if continue with EE for EEE, frankly I still have no confident in be an engineer. I seriously dun have much interest in EE.
I study EE cos I dun have much choice at that time.

My mum was saying that, after I grad, the relatives will surely start to ask: ‘U going to study UNI ah?’
*you noe those kinda Ah Soh*

Cos most of my cousins were like almost all going UNI lor.
And my relationship with the relatives (father side) is not very good.
And surely they hope me will not go UNI la cos we are currently not in good terms.
Where gt ppl wish their enemy well de, you tell me.
So in order to have pride for my parents, I am really really need to work hard.
*But how hard? I am only an average student, if I work hard, the smart ones also work hard, In the end I also way back behind them*

I hate those relatives when they heard that you go POLY, they will like : ‘oh POLY ah, good meh? I think JC better’

I keep telling myself that I dun need to care about them, but still in my heart I still felt that I losing out to my cousin. I felt so stupid in front of them. They all going UNI and my chance of going is like 50/50.

And I am the only child, ppl will expect me to do better den others cos ppl will think that it is much easier for my parents to handle and teach with only one child as compared to others who have many children.

Argh, I suddenly felt so-o-oo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o Stupid…
And all these are just relatives pressure.
Its is far worse than peer pressure.

Seriously, I felt that I had no life, no planning and no target.
I sometimes ask myself wad am I going to do after I grad.
My mind was like totally blank.
I really dunno wad am I going to do!!!!!!
I seriously have a big fcuking problem.

‘I am just like a lost sheep in a wood.
I may find my way out, or I may just get eated by the predators.’

Ah, I don care , dun care, don care!!!!!!!!

Hiaz, enough of this stupid stuffs.
Everything will come clear with time is up.
船到桥头自然直
Am I right????

For some lighter stuffs:
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Someone ask me to do this in my blog not long ago and I forget who.
But I shall put it on my blog then.

10 FAVORITES

01. Show on TV [x] I don’t know, I guess I have MANY!
02. Flower[x] Sunflower.
03. Color[x] Black ad Red. (the coolest color ever!)
04. Scent[x] –NiL-
05. Movie [x] Action!
06. Music [x] Any ENGLISH songs that pleased me. And Korea songs too.
07. Food[x] Junk food. Chocolate. Ice Cream.
08. Season [x] Winter. (SNOW!!)
09. Day [x] Holiday. (Is that counted?)
10. Location[x] Home!. England!

TEN FACTS

01. Hometown[x] Singapore
02. Hair color [x] Blackish.(And I loving IT!)
03. Hair length [x] A little shoulder length?.
04. Fashion style [x] No fixed style. (:
05. Eye color[x] Black?.
06. Gender[x] Female. DUH.
07. Height [x] 165. ( I wanna be taller)
08. Weight[x] Shhhhhhhh.(not under and over weight)
09. Current mood[x] Confuse and piss.
10. Lefty/righty[x] LEFTY!!.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

01. Have you ever been in love?[x] Yes.
02. Do you believe in love?[x] DUH OF COS.
03. Do you give up on love easily?[x] No.
04. Do you think someone likes you?[x] Not Sure. (who Knows)
05. Have you ever broken someone's heart?[x] Sort Of.
06. Ever loved someone but never told them?[x] DUH. Who never?
07. Are you afraid of commitment?[x] No.
08. Have you ever had a secret admirer?[x] If its a secret no one would know right.
09. Do you believe in love at first sight?[x] Nah.
10. Do you want to get married one day?[x] DUH. Of Cos.

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT

01. Love or money?[x] Love.
02. Dark chocolate or milk chocolate?[x] Both.
03. Flowers or chocolate?[x] Flowers. (which gals dun like flower, u tell me)
04. One night stands or relationships?[x] Relationship.
05. Television or Internet?[x] Depends.
06. Pepsi or coke?[x] None. I prefer Sasi of Rootbeer.
07. Wild Night Out or Romantic Night?[x] Both can?
08. Colored or Black and White pictures?[x] Colored.
09. Phone or in person?[x] In Person.
10. Aim or myspace?[x] Nah.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER'S

01. Have you ever been caught sneaking out?[x] No.
02. Have you ever been completely in LOVE?[x] YES.
03. Have you ever done something you regret?[x] Yes. LOTS.
04. Have you ever sky dived?[x] Siao. NO la, u think I rich to have this kinda hobby?
05. Have you ever been on a house boat?[x] Nope.
06. Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?[x] No.
07. Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?[x] No.
08. Have you ever been streaking?[x] Hahaha No la.
09. Have you ever been skinny dipping?[x] No. its retarded and disgusting.
10. Ever wanted to marry a celebrity?[x] Soccer player counted?. No need to guess u all know is who le la hor

TEN EMOTIONS

01. Are you missing someone right now?[x] Yes. Very MUCH
02. Are you happy?[x] Yes. But currently not now.
03. Are you talking to anyone right now?[x] Yes.
04. Are you bored?[x] Sometimes.
05. Are you German?[x] -
06. Are you Irish?[x] -
07. Are you French?[x] - (I wish I could)
08. Are you Italian?[x] -
09. Are you feeling pressured?[x] Most the time.
10. What's your current state of mind?[x] Trying to sort thing out and clear my mind off.

TEN LASTS

01. Last phone call?[x] Renee.
02. Last thing you read?[x] This question lor.
03. Last time you laughed?[x] Last evening.
04. Last item bought?[x] FOOD.
05. Last thing u ate?[x] Mee Siam.
06. Last time you were nervous?[x] I dun noe.
07. Last person hugged?[x] Mr R.
08. Last TV show watched?[x] Identity
09. Last cry?[x] Last night
10. Last time you ran on the track?[x] Few months back?.
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Saw something very nice on Style.com
The Ralph’s Spring 08 is so-o-o-o-o-o nice.

The colors

The hats

The designs.

Its just make you wanna have it.
I think they having fashion week right now but dunno where. (haha)

And I love the collections so much.
Its so CHIC la.

Esp the HATS!!
Ahhhh….
Which we Singaporeans have no habits of wearing hats.
Ppl will call you siao if you wear such a big hats along the streets.

I goona put some of the designs that I like most.
Cos there are so many of them.

I love the colors. Combination of the color yellow and black is so attractive.
Saw the shoe and the bag with a bit of yellow strap?
Its just stand out so much with only a few yellow strap.

I like the flowery pattern at the bottom part.
It just so elegant and classic, esp with the hat to add a touch of it.

OMG the shoes.
Lovely isn’t it??

The flower hat just makes the gal so feminine and sweet.

I love this skirt the best.
The white poka dots on the black skirt.
It just stand out so much.
It looks so luxurious.

The flowery patterns just make my day so fresh and happy man.

Besides the Ralph Lauren spring 08 collections, Marchesa’s grown collections are very very pretty too. If I not wrong, some of the celebrities actually wear Marchesa collections.

Arent they pretty???????

My mum ask me just now:
'You want a Digtal Cam of Handphone for your birthday.'

and i answer:
'DIGTAL CAM!'

Thou i am craving for N76
but i think i need a cam more, since my cam died long long time ago....

yay.... i getting a new cam...

Well, I guess that’s enough for today post.
Got to go liao.
Byebye…………....

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