date: Wednesday, August 15, 2007
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Give me SUN... up up in the sky...
Final Presentation had end... as i promise.. i goona post a full post here... ya'?
Although FP had end.... but i wasnt really happy abt it... i felt that i did not do as good as i am expected.... i was so damn nervous.. that i din realise that i am like presenting my slide tooo fast! Until when i finish presenting, my frenes told me that i toking like a machine gun... at that point of moment, i knew i did average-ly ... ( and i was right... mr tan is announcing now that only bk and jy going for modulation..) i felt so sad at the moment... and bk din wanna go... i am soooo jealous abt her now...(honestly.... i am... I WAN BADLY FOR MODULATION...) oh god.... now i really gt no mood to do any le...... ---------------------------------------------------------------- Another thing that i am piss off.....: That 'PARTICULAR' outting that day wad such a piss... you see... i rarely go out with this bunch of like grp frenes.. and yst when we were having lunch.. one of the guy say to another one Sarcastically: 'Today dunno wad occasion.. got one extra people come here.. she usually dun come join us de lor' Like WTF!!!! i noe u guys hated me... and i admit i din like u all thayt much too.. is because of someone is the grp, i give her face den i come join u all for dinner one lor.. sometimes i felt that... i prefer to be alone... cos i always felt left out.... esp poly frenes.. i dunno if it is becos we only like hang out for only 3 yrs.. compare to my other frenes who know me for more den 5 yrs or so... and they know me inside out and can stand my flaws.. but in poly, it seens like.. if u and them dun have common topic or wad.. they will some how find stuffs to left u out... and they will porposely come out with a topic to chat when they noe u know nth abt it... why are thet like tt?????? sometimes i feel like locking myself in my room and cry out loud.. cos i felt that i am not wanted in the grp... why is this so??? I use to be heck care with all this stuffs... and i now i actually care and concern abt all this SHIT! i am so bloodly piss off now... and i gonna stop here... cos the modluation thing spoil my lovely day.... Labels: really piss
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