date: Sunday, April 15, 2007
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He (xx) sms me and say :' will you be my gf'? i reply and say: 'sorry, i had someone in my mind'
That someone (yy) is true... i noe him for 3 years and i admit that i wasnt that all close to him.. but just until one month ago.. we start to be very close and talk alot... we almost hang out together... tok, crap, joke.. wad every shit we can come out with... and its just so nice to like hang out with him... and felt so regret for nt being so close to him after 3 years on knowing each other.... and i can say it proudly that 'I REALLY REALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM' during the period (when i noe i like him), i secretly looking at him, secretly look out of the bus window when he alight the bus... try to treasure the time we been together... BUT! I noe he will never never ever 1000 years will like me... i noe i wasnt the type of gal he like, thou we both like soccer and toking most abt it when we hang out.. but NOPE.. i seriously have no confident in myself...
As for the (xx) guy... i knew him for almost 3 years too... i too not close to him too... and we really rarely tok to each other face to face... we only tok when he smses me... he admit he like me since he met me.. and i had rejected him once.. but i still shock that he still like me... and this time round... i din reject him, just told him i had someone in my mind.. but he just offer to give me time and think.... i admit that i had no feelings for him... just treat him as HI BYE friend..
I'm confuse... Should i reject XX again OR accept XX give it a try OR secretly like YY even thou i noe i stand no chance???????
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-------------------------------------------------- My laptop is working perfectly fine now... adaptor had change too... YAY *claps*
Proposal almost done, left a few editing.. but we (Juan Yuan, Bee Khim and me) were afraid that we had our proposal done wrong... hiaz....
*stress*....
School offically starts next monday... which means the bus will be more crowded, canteen more crowded and more jams...
SIAN!!!!!!
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我悄悄地看着他从巴 士上下车,慢慢地看着他离开。 那时我就知道我喜欢上他了。Labels: confuse...
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