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date: Saturday, December 23, 2006
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time: 7:20 AM
Confession..X'mas is coming and i don feel like celebrating now.. Its like i getting so moody and piss off these days.. like.. WHATS WRONG WITH ME????? *slap myself* Seriously i hate holidays now.. Why?? Cos i have no motivation to get my butt up and study and prepare for next term.. cos if i dun revise, I HAVE TO SLACK AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY!! Oh crap... yeah i noe.. some ppl out there will be mumbling saying 'Everytime u are complaining abt school and nt having holidays and now u are complaing abt holidays been too bored... Are u crazy???' Oh well, lifes like this sometimes... when u wish to much and it happens, u dun like having it anymore... cause u will be wanting too much... Its very hard to satisfied your own needs, everytime u wish for something, its happens and u wish for more and more.. and its like never ending .... I felt i had change the past 2 years, or rather i changed after i went poly after meeting so many diff types of people out there.. Its nt in a bad way neither nor its good... U noe, you just feel urself that u have change and u felt that u should change to fit in the society, to fit in the group (i would say)... and yes, everybody ard me had change too and u just seems to notice it... I believe nt everybody like to change, u noe in a particular good or bad way... its just the pressure, the surrounding , the society bla bla bla force you to change... So please next time please dun come out to me and say 'Hey u change alot' because u are changing too, just that you doesnt seems to notice it.... And because some of u guys out there had changed, we have to follow u and adapt the same thing too.. so u noe, its just a life cycle.. (if u guys dun understand, just leave it alone, i may toking crap to you) Argh, my connection sucks, it keep disconnecting and my msn keep signing me in and out.. Ohmygawd..... My mood came down to the lowest point... and the weather din help much... its either rain or its has dark clouds above you which i think certainly didnt make your day either... Sometimes i felt that i should stop complaing abt this abt that.. i shld just keep quiet and go on with my life.. I should stop criticising people like : 'Oh she so temperamental, oh she so nosey, she's such a bitch......' Looking back i felt that sometimes i am temperamental too and sometimes i can be more bitchy there anyone else... and right now i feel like a Big Fat Bitch..... No one is perfect in this world..... Yes, no one is perfect and u noe it! BUT why are u still complaining so much where u noe no one is PERFECT! Yes, you say u hate hypocrite people where she was so good to u out there but behind you she is toking how fcuking bitch you are... but look at yourself, dun u do the same thing too?? Dont you sometimes be nice with someone and then talks behind their back?? Dont you dare say u didnt!? No i am not refering to me, myself, you, them.... i am refering to EVERYONE! Think abt it... its so sinful.... But theres something i wanna clarify... i rarely tok behind their backs, only when i am super piss with that person.. and i believe they did the same thing to me too..... and I DO NOT TALK BAD THINGS BEHIND MY BEST BEST FRENES' BACK... I DO NOT DO THAT KINDA STUFFS... I DO NOT...!!! OK i guess i shall stop here, i dont think you guys would want come here and be my listening ear and see me complaning and would want to continue reading... I seriously have to stop this bad habit - complaining And i dun wanna spoil my lovely, innocent, sweet blog... I don want my readers to come here and read and say :'Ah there is she again , keep complaining abt her life...' No! I wan my reader to enjoy reading... I dun wanna chase them away.... I dun wanna... i dun wanna.... i dun wannna.... I hope this is the one and only last post ... and it will nt happen again... Bitter sweet symphony...... Please come back again k??? =) P/S : No one is gonna get hurt in this post.. its just a reflection of me towards life.. AND I TRULY LOVES ALL MY FRENES OUT THERE.... Please do take care.... |