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date: Sunday, November 27, 2005
title:
Confession of a broken heart
(I give in everything, i love u endlessly, but when it cums to me, u dont even notice me...)
Its been 2 and a half years and counting since u left me... Its been almost 1 year and counting since u left Singapore to somewhere else... Looking back at the past 3 years... i look like a fool.. Maybe i wasnt mature enough, i was too selfish and protective.. Perhaps i just love u too much... Till now i still dunno wads the reasons u left me... It still remain unsolve to me....
I still remember the cheerful and happy time we been together... We chat online, phone, smses... bla bla bla... We rarely went out thou... Coz u too shy?? Still remember that i got scolded by my mum for using the phone and Smses u too much... Looking back, i sounded kinda stupid...
I dunno its the charm of urs that make me so attracted to you... Or maybe u are one of the greater guys i ever met... U are just so more mature den me... Much more gentleman den any others guys that i known... U just seens to be so special to me...
U are the only person that taught me lots of things... U are the person who make me grew up so much.... I'm very grateful of that.. Thank you.....
My frenes told me to forget abt u.... But i just... couldn't... I just dunnno why... My frenes say that i am hopless... But i just dun care... Coz i think u will cum back to me one day... Perhaps.....
U may make me happy almost all the time... But i just still angry at u .. for one thing.... All of ur frenes noe that u leaving Singapore soon... But i'm just a fool.. who did not noe that u are leaving... WHY? WHY? Why did u not tell me? Till now... i still could not understand.....
Still remember that day that u told me that we have to go separate ways.... I didnt cry at first... in fact i did not cry at all... Why? I just dunno... I thot i had done sth wrong to u... but looking back... NONE! My heart just breaks.... It bleeds.... U did not wanna tell me the reason of u doing so... and till now.. i still wondering and thinking....
Its already past two and a half year.... Thou we still in contact... But i still hope that we can be together again.. i noe i'm navie... i noe i'm foolish.... but i just cant help it.... as day by day goes by....
I hope u are taking care of urself out there.... I hope u are doing best.... All the best wishes to u.... U got a frene for life... I miss you...
Confession of a broken heart ........ ....Waiting...... Waiting........
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